Feeling down...

I'm feeling so down, so down, really really down...
Already feeling so bad for the past 3 weeks...
What should i do?!

我好痛苦啊！！！
这种感受有谁能了解？
我好怕她会向我哭泣...
我不想欺骗她的感情，因为我还是觉得我们只能成为“好朋友”吧了

爱一个人好难。。。
被人爱又是什么感受呢？
真的好痛苦。。。

经历了这么多次的失败，
我很害怕在受多一次的伤害。。。

突然间觉得好烦啊！！！
又觉得好沮丧。。。

I think its the time for me to tell the truth...
I'm sorry...
I just can't forgive myself for treating u that way...
My minds believes that its better we be frenz but not more that that...

U can find a better man than me that suits u...
Its my lose for not having u...
Sorry!!!