- H a n z - TerRitOrY

Random Post about my feel...

2009-04-16T00:53:00.003+08:00

I'm here to post some nice meaningful sentences...

~多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心.

~我真的爱你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己.

~不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债！

~分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过.不可以做敌人.因为彼此深爱过,所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人. ->( I just love this sentence )

~你走了，带着我全部的爱走了，只是一句分手.我忍着眼泪看着你的背影，好想最后在抱你一次，好想在对你说一次“我爱你”

~淋过雨的空气，疲倦了的伤心，我记忆里的童话已经慢慢的融化.

~既然爱，为什么不说出口，有些东西失去了，就在也回不来了！

~喜欢在你身上留下属於我的印记，却不曾记起你从未属於过我. 如果有一天，不再喜欢你了，我的生活会不会又像从前那样堕落，颓废…我不想再要那样的生活，所以，在我还没有放弃你之前，请你,至少要喜欢上我.

~人生最遗憾的,莫过于,轻易地放弃了不该放弃的,固执地,坚持了不该坚持的.

~一个人想事好想找个人来陪。一个人失去了自己。不知还有没有要在追的可望。

~我放下了尊严，放下了个性，放下了固执，都只是因为放不下你。

Just some random post from my feeling from all this while...

Seiko 5 alive

2009-04-02T21:53:00.008+08:00

It seems that today i got the mood to blog...
So today i gonna repost something that related to my watch...

Introducing...
my SEIKO 5

My Seiko 5 with new glasses...

Last 2 weeks , I went to central plaza to change my new glass cause my glass slighty crack a bit...

Seiko Dealer place.

Customer Service that i snap with my lousy camera phone - W810i

My cracked watch glasses... :(
Which it cost me RM63 :(

My watch with my watch dented glass...

Its time to go for class d...
Will update more after this...

一路上有你...

2009-03-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

Just don't know why?
All of the sudden would like to drop some notes in here, this time its not in english...
But in chinese...

你知道吗
爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧
好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起

你相信吗
这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你的
是天意吧
让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去

也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去
都是为你

一路上有你
苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你
痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离

就算只能在梦里拥抱你

Club Quattro

2009-02-26T00:30:00.010+08:00

Quattro, or normally called as 4 season. Is a club transcending Four Seasons in one place.

Look at the pics beside, it has 4 season in there : SPRING, SUMMER, AUTUMN,WINTER all together in one place.

Location : Jalan Ampang, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia ( opposite KLCC )

For reservation and enquiries : 03- 2166 6566

Let me describe what is happening inside in each of the bar's season.

SPRING
is the time of renaissance when snow melts, rivers flow and the rain meets the earth and gives birth to new beginnings; the Spring Lounge invites you to celebrate life. The Russell Quartet will set the stage with song, attitude delivered soulful funk renditions of good music from all eras. Russell Curtis comes from a family of musicians and most notable is his uncle, Paul Ponnudorai, rated third best guitarist in the world by Guitar Player Magazine. Continuing the family legacy, Russell has appeared in numerous TV performances and entertained in various concerts including The Karyawan Music Festival.

WINTERs
Clean white snow and longer nights beckon patrons to Quattro’s Winter Bar. With temperatures ranging cool from 8 to 12 degrees Celsius, clubbers can now party in style – dressed to the nines in jackets and sleek sexy suits. In a separate windowed room, snow falls every hour on the hour.
The Time Machine:Dance Music of All Era’s with Dj Soprano on a musical ride that spans 4 decades! (70’s, 80’s,90’s & 00’s). Thursday feature Dj Caldwin with a music RPM that will take you to maximum torque as tech-house house has arirrved. Winter Soltice with Dj Bernie the renowned veteran bringing you the latest dance tunes from across Europe, Us and Asia...from Disco House to Dark Progressive to Tech-House, we are sure your musical styling would be met in Winter Bar. The sharp dressed clubber can slide to the 2000 Heineken bottled bar, watch the snow fall, bask in the glow of the fireplace and be immersed in music.

AUTUMN
marking the transition between summer and winter, autumn’s windy brush paint nature’s canvas with beautiful colours of red, orange, and golden brown. Step into the land of the rising sun. Step up to the 50 foot copper bar, where the wall comes alive with autumn leaves dancing in the wind. Step out to the dance floor and bathe in the lights and music of Kuala Lumpur’s first Japanese themed club.
Giant Kabuki masks taunt you to dance on. 6 feet tall birdcages that hang on ceilings and tatami mats on walls sing and shout the East as kimono clad women serve you party refreshments. Set in 6,000 square feet, on Wednesdays and Thursdays, this awe inspiring club celebrate ladies nights 2 times a week. Thursday is particularly interesting as the Japanese culture takes centre stage - Tokyo Naito with Roundhead and Double D where the music is crazy with wild mixtures of popular tracks from all genres and even Japanese dance tunes are thrown into the musical melange. Watch out for live DJ and band performances from Japan. Banzai to the dance floor!

SUMMER
marks the warmest of the year with the longest of days. Kuala Lumpur is just that all year around and some days can be made longer than others. Stretch and while away your time as you dine al fresco or under a cool canopy of an art nouveau shaded woods. Serving Thai, Vietnamese, Indonesian, Local, French and Italian cuisine, the Summer Restaurant offers a gastronomical medley to please the palate and nourish hungry souls.

I think this is the club where there are a lots of sexy lady in da house...
Its time for funding, to enter this club. I would like to go for winter bar!!!

Winter BAR! HERE I COME!!!

For those friends out there, if wanna go. Don't mind to drop a comment in here k?
We can book and go for one day!

林宥嘉 - 迷宫演唱会

2009-02-21T23:23:00.004+08:00

Yeah! 林宥嘉 is coming to asia for his concert tour i think...
Somebody asking me to go for it, But this time not in Malaysia. Its in SINGAPORE. Damn sad :(
Its in SINGAPORE Indoor Stadium.

Looks like I'm going to miss this opportunity...
I really wanna go for it...

Too bad, 林宥嘉 next time i will make it for u...
Promise...haha...

Support ya!!

Random posting

2009-02-20T11:12:00.007+08:00

I don't know why I emo all of the sudden...
Just wanted to wrote down some heart feeling here.

I been asking myself :"If we could start all over again, will it be a that too awkward? Is love more precious when it is kept in the heart?"

I pen down everything about you, describing how much I love you,
Counting carefully the times of happiness and unhappiness that I won't let go.
As I would freeze these memories forever.

Sometimes when love reaches this point, it really hurts, really really hurts...

I remember I told you to forget,
Forget the promised happiness that we had made...
As the feeling is no longer right anymore,
I have tried to salvage many times.

In the end you looks so tired, yet my heart aches and you are suffering...
You said you would cry, its because you still cared about it...

I have to let go,
As your beauty is something that I am not worthy of...

Updating myself - Sem Break

2009-02-19T16:12:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since I did not updated my blog,
As i don't know what to write or update due to some reason and circumstances...

Holidays Holidays Holidays, who wouldn't wan a great holiday right?
3 weeks of holiday...
What to do?
Part time? (Nobody wants to hired me.)

My daily routine: -
Wake up
Wash Clothes
Hang Clothes
Cook Lunch
Loitering In Front Of Com
Help Mummy cook dinner

Midnight:-
Yum Cha
Loiter at home
Watch Movie

This is what i do for the past one week...

Updating soon...time needed to think what to write after this...

Be patients mates...

Tagged!

2009-02-11T09:46:00.003+08:00

幸福套餐
第一：被點者請在自己的 BLOG裏寫下答案
第二：請傳另外十位的人.=)
第三：傳閱人‘請在于這十位當中鬥留言版’ 告知他(她) 被點名了..
第四：這當中的十位的人‘不得拒絕’
第五：被點者‘請注明被誰點暸’ 在哪接到‘在傳給下十位’
第六：這些被點名者’ 你們被點會得到祝福‘並且願望會實現’ 也會得到幸福.^^

幸福套餐 NO.1 xX

1. 你的綽號 : xiuhanz, mark kor,
2. 年齡 : going to be 21st in 4months and 11days
3. 生日 : 22/06/1988
4. 星座 : Cancer
5. 興趣 : Photography, Audiophile, Modding Cars...
6. 專長 : T.C.S.S(Talk Cock Sing Song)

幸福套餐NO.2 xX

1. 你有沒有喜歡的人? : Got! Of course got la...
2. 是否在交往? : Nope.
3. 現在幸福嗎? : Err, don't know!
4. 如果上天給你勇氣，最想做什麽事? : Would Express My Love Towards her on the public...
5. 如果有天,你愛的人跟你告白的話? : It depends on the situation...Happy la of course...

幸福套餐 NO.3 xX

1. 點你的人是 :kahfung
2. 他是妳的 : 朋友
3. 他的個性? : Unknown...Forgotten, But she's a nice girl...
4. 認識他多久? : Emm, since kindergarden till now ( about 16 years)
5. 你覺得他怎樣? : Not bad, a nice girl...
6. 你想對他說什麽 : Proud to be ur frenz...

幸福套餐 NO.4 xX

1. 最愛的節目 : Guess, Guess, Guess...
2. 最愛的音樂 : A lots, R&B, Jay Chou, and etc...
3. 最愛的季節 : Summer.
4. 最愛的卡通 : Sin Chan.
5. 最愛的人 : family members and...
6. 最愛的顔色 : Black, White, Blue, Yellow, Green, Purple...
7. 最愛的國家 : Italy, France, U.K. , Russia, U.S.A
8. 最愛的天氣 : Rainy day.

幸福套餐 NO.5 xX

1. 如果上天給你三個願望:
a) I wanna have a nice good stereo. Listen to the music with audiophile speakers, DAC, amp, Monitoring Speakers, and etc...
b) Be rich and share my rich to those poorer family.
c) All i want is just that all my family members to be stay healthy and happy all the time.

2. 你是很專一的人嗎 : Yes! Of course, Definitely!
3. 最深刻的回憶 : Yup, but its a secret.
4. 你是個很有信心的人嗎? : Err, OK OK la...
5. 你很愛微笑嗎 : It depends.
6. 如果你要放棄你現在的生活,你願意嗎: Nope, I wont...
7. 妄想什麽樣的生活 : Never think of that before. Simple Life would do.
8. 是否橫刀奪愛才是愛 : Nope, Nonsense....

調卷到此結束‘點人者請至于被點者的留言版’ 告知被點名了.
~Don't know who to tagged la...
Sorry....

有多少爱能重来?

2009-01-31T10:06:00.003+08:00

有多少爱能重来?
失去之後才明白,

深爱的人一离开,
寂寞, 流泪...

请你看看我,
真的需要你的我,
需要你回头...

现在的我只想回到最初的时候,
亲爱的你, 会握紧我的手吗?

2009 Resolution...

2009-01-10T16:42:00.004+08:00

Emm emm, its 2009 now...
Officially, I am 21st years old now = means I am a BIG BOY now...
I'm looking forward to 2009 because I'll be attending a lot of 21st birthday party.

Okay, I'm now an adult. I really have to be more matured. In addition ~ I got myself a part-time job which means I can shop and fund for my up coming hobby.

I always like to get myself a DSLR, because I just like to snap pictures even though with my bloody low-end camera phone.

Anyway, here are some things that I would like to achieve in this coming year : -
(just hope most of them will come true, trust myself that I could achieve all of them.)

Save money - I been spending a lot for the passing year. I always told myself SAVE$$$$. In the end, I spent more than i EARN.(Holy Crap and SHIT.) This year onwards, spend wisely, be more thrifty. So that I could get what I want without asking from my parents.(although everything that i wanted all this while i bought it on my own.)
Study HARD - Its been a hard time for me to study all this while. I get myself a lot of entertainment.(cut down a lot d) I have to promise myself that no more last minute preparation for exam, must track down a lot in lecture class. My target seems to be tough for me but my parents always encourage me that NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE!
Prom - I wanna attend any PROM this year. Go and have FUN!
Healthy Lifestyle - Wanna built up my FATS to MUSCLE. Cut down my meal - slim down a bit. Hope to sleep before 12 everyday.
Travel - I love travel.
Photography - Hope to get myself a DSLR. I wanna become a photographer. Anybody would like to FUND for me?! :P Hope to get a Nikon D60 or D80.
Matured - Be more matured! As I'm the JOKER in the class, I always make silly jokes and crap a lot on the class. No longer acting CHILDISH. TALK wisely and ACT wisely. Goodbye! - JOKER. Hi! - BATMAN.
Car - Get myself a car to college. Negotiating with parents now, hope they will understand my situation. And I'm very lazy to take public transport nowadays. WAIT, WAIT, WAIT and WAIT! Wasting my time!!

My Wishing List for 2009

DSLR - Nikon D60 or D80 (Depends on the budget 2009)
Car - Kancil or A Toyota Vios(Good Enough)
Handphone - SE W980, HTC, or Dopod
Audiophile - Senn HD-650, DAC, and Amplifier
Watch - Seiko Criteria or Chonograph.
Sunglasses - Rayban Chromax
Jacket - G2000
Studies - Obtain higher CGPA.

8 resolutions for me this year. 8 is an auspicious number.(HUAT ahhhhh)
Can I achieve it? I don't know... Even though i know its hard for me, I would still go on with it...

New year, New life, New Resolution and here comes the New HAN.

我的心声，你听到了吗?

2009-01-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

爱上一个人就不会孤单吗？
也许，就也许，
孤单就在你爱上一个人时开始。

- 用几米的插画，写我的文字。-

可爱的鸭子向我走来，我视而不见。

小野花当我透明，我却视她为玫瑰。

我是怎么了?

我被爱情蒙住了双眼，

风真的会带领我去采摘那幸福的落叶吗？

还是把我领到跌下爱情陷谷的不归路？

我们之间并没有什么天盟海誓，

以为自己可轻易地飞出去，

却发现我的心已牢牢地被你给绑住了。

但，我愿意。

愿意在这种情况下飞翔。

Can you be really good friends with your EX?

2008-10-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

Can U be really good frenz with ur EX?!

FROM LOVERS to FRIENDS

in many relationships that don't end in marriage (well actually even then), there usually is a time when you have to say "hasta la vista baby." the two of you have shared memories together that when you look back upon, you will either laugh or cry. but whatever that memory might be, once a relationship ends, it's time to say "thanks" or "no thanks" for everything and move on.
but somewhere along the line, there's always the "let's remain friends" compromise to many breakups. it's the much gentler way of saying, "hey, you're not that bad. it's not you. it's me. but look, i still want to be friends with you." *smile* the question that my friends and i discuss a lot is:

can you be really good friends with your ex?

ok. let's face it. whenever there's a breakup, it's usually never mutual. usually one person is the one that causes or initiates the breakup and is labeled "heartbreaker", while the other person is left hurting and dwelling on the breakup for weeks on end. ok. i admit. even the heartbreaker could hurt too, but usually the one who initiated the breakup moves on faster than the one who didn't.(rite?!)
after having meditated and burned incense on this question, my friends and i have come to the conclusion that NO, it's very rare for many people to become truly good friends with their ex's.
take me for example. although my ex and i agreed that we would be good friends, we're really not. sure, i get a greeting on my birthday or whenever there is a function about me and i just greeted her on her birthday, but those are about the only times we actually communicates to each other. and i actually prefer it this way. i'm sure she and her somebody now does too.
However, i have a friend whose become best friends with his EX instead.(WOW!) Yes. it's true. it can be done. but, when your ex is your best friend and you tell your best friend things about your current relationship, hmm, you could land yourself in a heap of mess.
so why can't ex's remain friends?
here's some reasons i've read on why the can't:
there's always a heartbreaker and the heartbreakee. same as mentioned above.
bitterness comes into play. an ex can pretend to be a friend, but deep down they'd rather see you and your current partner dead (jk).
jealousy. seriously - who really likes seeing their ex being lovey dovey with someone else anyway?
of course, u don't really have to share ur stuff with ur best friend(EX). Cause you may understand her more since last time?! But, there always a BETRAYAL(internal affair) would just betray you k?

CAN YOU BE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS WITH YOUR EX?
you guys tell me.

Back!

2008-10-11T11:52:00.002+08:00

Yes!
Yeah!
I'm back to my blogger life's style...
Sorry for not updating for the past 2 months.
I was so busy with a lot of things and eventually many things happen on that time that make me don't have the mood to update it.

Anyways, I'm back to my college life, new sem new life.
I'm just trying to adjusting my life back to here again without worries...
As for the past few months, I live in a life that full of worries, worried about many things almost every minutes, every hour, everyday...Somehow that kind of fucking life i should leave it away...
That's not my style, why should i worried so much...
Even my room mate said i change a lot...

Last sem its a good sem where i met a lot of FuBu...
We get along in class, we enjoy outside, we made laughter in lecture hall,
We are Group C!
No matter what, we will stick together team! We are all FuBu...

more to be updates after this...
To be continue...

你是我最深爱的人

2008-08-20T07:31:00.003+08:00

爱上了一个人,

能够为她牺牲,

就算付出了生命,

我甘心为了你.

两个人在一起,

分享爱的命运,

永远都不会忘记,

我们生活点滴.

你是我最深爱的女人...

你有最美丽的嘴唇,

你拥有最动人的眼神,

你带给我幸福和快乐,

我是你最深爱的男人...

我的爱绝对是永恒,

做什么都值得...

爱上了一个人(你)...

What a GREAT 20th Birthday...

2008-06-22T23:39:00.003+08:00

Yeah!
Big Boy d...
The smells of FREEEEEDDDOOOOOMMM is coming soon...
Haha, been thinking too much...
Hell Yeah!
Everybody is waiting for their 21st to come and so do I too...

Hmm...
its kinda happy...
I get a lot of wishes from everybody, my family, my cousinz, my frenz, my hostels mates, my EX-roomates and a lot of them...
Especially her, got her very first wishes...
So touch and happy...
Thanks to her...

First of all, thanks to 'dee kor', 'dee kor tiun', Szi Szi jie jie, Szi Yuen kor kor, Ah Tom, JWeen kor kor and Tho Wei kor kor...
Thanks for helping me celebrating and make my birthday so wonderful.

My 20th Birthday Cake bought by them.

Having simple and nice dinner and 'dee kor' house.
After that around 10 something, meet up JWeen and have supper at Taipan...
Haha, I'm non-stop eating LOL...Eat, eat, eat, and eat was my job for the whole night.
Anyways, thanks to all u guys...
Really appreciate, and felt so touching and warm...

Thank You!
Arigato!

Happy Birthday

2008-06-22T04:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to me!!!!!

Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!

Happy 20th Birthday LOL!!!

Unknown

2008-06-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hmm...
Left 4 more days to go...
20th Birthday coming soon...
Happy?
Sad?
Gloomy?
Moody?

I don't know..don't even know what my feels sense now...
Emm... I think most probably will still be the same as last year?!
Haha...
Just don't know why?
Surprise?!
Haha...Don't even dare to think of it...

Anyways, just hope for the best la...
Happy 20th Birthday, Birthday Boy!!!
Lets hope it will be a wonderful birthday!!!

My very first meal from my sweet heart

2008-06-12T21:26:00.003+08:00

Hamburger originated from CHINA

See?! Got "Bak Chui" inside...

Hmm, this mum mum is not familiar for Malaccan i think so...
Hehe...
Anyways, my very first meal or mum mum from my LOVE one...
She went to Pasar Malam and get me this for dinner dessert...
So love it...
Haha...
Nice LOL!!

Thanks babe, really appreciate it a lot...
Thanks ya...
For those TARCians, go to Seri Rampai Pasar Malam...and get this CHINA Hamburger...
Taste like heaven LOL...

Reunion of [Ex-BFs]

2008-06-10T09:20:00.002+08:00

Last night was a great night for me or i should say for all of us(Ex-BFs)members.
09/06/08-Reunion day for all of us.
10:00p.m.
AE studio

We jammed for one hour,all of us was quite enjoying during that night.
We played our old songs, laugh to each other, criticize this and that...actually we are just playing prank on each other.

By then i should say i'm the one enjoying and sing those song with my emo style.
We played [Innocent Romance] for almost 4 times(including one acoustic style), [Would it satisfy?],
[Second Dance], Relaku pujuk, 你知道我在等你吗, and DP6's songs...

Thanks to MAX, BEN, EZRA, and WEE HAN for making that night so WONDERFUL...
Thanks a lot,
Hope we still can jam some other time...

Smile and Smile, There's nothing i can't get throught it...

2008-05-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

笑一笑，没什么事情大不了- a phrase by 小乌龟。

Yeah, right!
Smile and smile, there nothing I can't solve it and get throught it...

By the way,
There are something which i don't understand and don't get it.
Hmm, I don't feel like speak it out here, but just to drop by and say it out.

Someone, please hold up my hands and save me from here...
I'm suffering!!!
So please...
Show me ur hand...

Untitled

2008-05-04T00:15:00.001+08:00

Hmm...
Now its already 2:30a.m in the morning,
I got nothing to do but to MISS YOU...

Not tired of You...

2008-04-28T23:13:00.004+08:00

Hmm...
Today being Emo again...
Just dunno why mood change all of the sudden,
Stress!
Formula is all i got in my brain...
But all for while, my brain do keep on missing her...
Didn't met her for the whole week d, and I'm kinda missing her...
Why why why?!
Hmm, being too emo for all this while... That's why went to my blog to shout out...

Haih, listen to so many songs this few days...
Emotional songs is still my favourite. Anyways, i just found out this 2 new chinese songs.
That is 擦肩而过 by 李圣杰 and 洋葱 by 杨宗纬.
Its just nice too express my feeling for the moment, just duno why that i keep repeating this 2 songs only...
Besides that,你知道我在等你吗 is also another songs that was playing in my current playlist...
I'm just being too emo nowadays...
Missing her too much, shout out doesn't work...
wanted to call her but she seems to be so tired nowadays...
Msg halfway then no reply, i knew she's tired...
That's why i dun dare to disturb her at night...

Haih,
I gotta bear for it,
Left 2 days more that I'll be having holiday, by that time i think i can meet up her more d...
U can do it simple_HANZ, just bear with 36 hours more....You'll be back to ur home sweet home to meet up family members and ur babe PIG PIG...

Babe, i maybe emotional today and thanks for being such understanding to me oo...
Thanks a lot, really appreciate it a lot...

Gotta go now,
Prepare for the last battle...
Wish me luck then...

Fly Away From Here

2008-04-21T12:14:00.004+08:00

Fly Away From Here - Aerosmith

I found out this songs is nice and the lyrics is quite meaningful...
Love this songs so much,
It talks about a couple which like to leave the sad place and went far far away from there together...

Gotta find a way
Yeah, I can't wait another day
And nothin' gonna change
If we stay around here
Gotta do what it takes
Cause all in our hands
We all make mistakes, yeah
But it's never to late to start again
Take another breath
And say another prayer

Then fly away from here
Anywhere
Yeah, I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

If this life
Isn't hard enough
It ain't no nevermind
You got me by your side
And anytime you want
Yeah, we can catch a train and find a better place
Yeah, cause we won't have nothin' or no one keep gettin' us down
Maybe you and I
Could pack our bags and hit the sky

Then fly away from here
Anywhere
Yeah, I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly

Didn't you see your blue sky now
You could have a better ride now
Open your eyes
Cause no one here can better or stop us
They can try but we won't let them
No way

Maybe you and I
Could pack our bags and say goodbye

Then fly away from here
Anywhere
Honey, I don't care
We'll just fly away from here
Our hope and dreams are out there somewhere
Fly away from here
Yeah, anywhere
Honey, I don't, I don't, I don't yeah

We'll just fly...

Emo emo emo!!!

2008-04-18T21:50:00.003+08:00

Emo!
Emo!!
Emo!!!

I'm so emo this few days,
Why huh?!
Headache, Heartache...
Just because of I MISS HER so much...

Hmm, I got a lot of nightmare nowadays...
Dreams of her, and a lot of bad bad bad dreams...
Is it I'm too stress with my studies?!
Or m I just being too emo because of her huh?!

Actually I got a lot of things to tell her...
But i dunno where to start from...
I miss her so much,
Really really miss her...
We are so near to each other by then can't even get to meet up...
Hmm, so sad, so sad, so sad...

Can someone tell me what to do huh?!
Please...
Please tell me the way...
I'm going to be crazy soon...

I MISS HER
I MISS HER SO MUCH
I GONNA MISS HER LIKE CRAZY...

Room 1125

2008-04-13T19:53:00.004+08:00

Room 1125...
I will remember u always...
I enjoy a lot in it...
Thanks to u bro - TAN JAY WEEN
Thanks to u for letting me staying rated 5 stars HOTEL with u for few days oo
I'm so sorry for kacau u so much LOL...

Stay 5 Stars
Eat 5 Stars
Enjoy 5 Stars
Shop 5 Stars
Watch 5 Stars(dun get wrong meaning, I meant we watch MOVIE at 5 Stars cinema)

Last weeks, I do enjoy a lot with my cousin BRO lol...
Never in my life watch Movie for twice in a week lol...
We watched 3 Kingdoms and Nim's Island...
Overall 3 Kingdoms is nice, Andy Lau is Damn YENG!!!
I LOVE ANDY LAU...

2nd day,
Went to KLCC to met up his "Brother" Ah Kay and his gf Fei Ting(leng lui),
After dinner, went to Sungei Wang for K session.
9p.m to 2 a.m.
Thanks to Brother Kay, he is having meeting the next day at Pasir Gudang but he still accompany us the whole night whole...

Overall, I'm enjoying my life as a KING LOL...
Eat enough, play enough...

By then, the most funniest things is still the TAXI...
Wanna know why?!
Going back to our hotel its like freaking near(walk also can reach la), but due to some ppl laziness...
He insist of taking TAXI back to hotel lol...
Wat the heck?!
Crazy rite?!
What to do?!
Ppl rich ma...wanna enjoy better life...
Hahaha...

RM12 mineral water.

My cousin bro keep on reminding don't drink this mineral ah...
Nobody is going to pay for it lol...
Haha...

Anyway,
Thanks to u arm tua...
I really enjoy a lot man...
Take care and see-ing u for the next outing lol...

First ever performance by DP6

2008-04-07T11:20:00.004+08:00

First performance by DP6,

Venue: - Holiday Villa
Reason: - MMU Accouting Prom Nite...

Everything went smooth but the CROWD was SUCKS to the MAX...
Hmm...
What to do?!
We are in Malaysia...Not U.S

Malaysian are still Malaysian, cause we are FOOD LOVERS...
All we care was just about eating, no matter who you are to perform in front there...
We will just sitting down there "guai guai" to enjoy our food...

But who cares, we are there just to perform and enjoy the music we produce...
Thanks to MMU - PUI YEE for inviting us there to had a great performance...
We do rock for the crowd but they just dun appreciate it LOL....
Haha....

Need any performance by bands?!
Do find me...contact my band...
We will try our best to perform for u...

DP6 ROCKS!!! But i still in love with my old band - [Ex-Boyfriends]

Performance By DP6 (6 Days Philosophy)

2008-04-05T09:58:00.002+08:00

Hell Yeah!!!

We are going to rock in Holiday Villa Tonight!!!

We are going to rock for MMU-ians from Cyber Jaya lol...

Hope so It will be a great performance from all of Us...

Nervous!
Nervous!
Nervous!!!!

DP6 Rocks!!!

Running out if TIME and TIRED of IT !!!

2008-04-03T15:01:00.002+08:00

Tired!
Tired! Tired!
Tired! Tired! Tired!
I'm Freaking Tired!

Time!
Time! Time!
Time! Time! Time!
I'm running out of Time!

I'm so tired of it...
I'm sickening with it...
What i got nowadays was just pressure, I don't seems to be enjoying anymore
I started to hate myself why i got myself involve into this...
What i want its just to enjoy myself...
I don't wanna any fame, luxuries, or anything...

Can you guys please put yourself in my situation?!
Do you know how hard to do all those stuff u guys asked huh?!
If u can find any better ppl than me... Please, just replace me...
I don't mind anymore...
It seems like nowadays you guys are going after fame...
We are no longer at the same lane anymore...
No more enjoying music as we said last time.
No more...

Dear Kuan Yin Ma,
Please give me strength to recover myself soon...
I really can't take it anymore...
So suffering now...
Feel like dying...

Dear Ah Mak,
Mak ah, Tolong-tolong boh bi wa ah boy ah...
Wa si lu lai lu pai si(naughty)liao ah...
Please forgive me for what I've done k?!

Hey Babe,
Thanks!
Thanks for all this while...
I really appreciate for what you had done towards me...
Thanks for being right by myside when i need you the most...
Love ya always my dear...
Love You...

Changes,Changes,CHANGES!!!

2008-03-23T18:43:00.004+08:00

Haih, Its been almost more than one month that I didn't manage to update my blog...
My cousin TAN JAY SERN screw me up for not updating my blog for the whole month...

Well, I just got back from Jamming just to get evaluation by MMU Prom Nite Program Master...
Hmm, I got my new band - 6 Days Philosophy
For u guys latest info, we are just changing our drummer from MAX KHOO to RICHARD CHIN...
Don't worry MAX, no matter how, You are still Ex-Boyfriends DRUMMER k?

This few weeks its been so tiring for me...
I got Taekwon-do and Band to practice...

On the 29th and 30th of this month(Saturday and Sunday), there will be my Taekwon-do competition in Subang, Summit Parade.
There are no reserve for my team, 5 of us in the team and we gotta co-op to each other to get better performance...
Oh god, please let me have last GOLD medal before I gotta proceed to my 3rd dan black belt.

Besides that, nowadays i was so busy with band practice too...
Because we are being invited to perform for MMU(Cyber Jaya) Prom Nite on the 2nd of April...
It will be a very great performance by us - 6 Days Philosophy...

I'm just an Emo Rockstar

That's all for now...
Will keep updating from now...
Bye!!!!

Random Posting

2008-02-18T20:40:00.006+08:00

Its been a while since i'm on Holiday....
I did not update my blog...

Nothing to share about as I'm in a Lame Chinese New Year...
By then, i got my very "somebody" to spent with me for my holiday...
Without her...
I think my life would be miserable...
Thank babe...I'll Love You with all my Life....

Always remember this - I don't wanna miss a thing ( A theme song for the both of us k?)

Lets cut things short...
On Valentine's Day...
She's working...and I'm on my freaking lame holiday, so i plan to get her a surprise and some present...
Hmm...things went smoothly but her dad ask her to go home for dinner?! What to do?!
No choice lo...let her back home la...

Before she went back home, she instead of coming to my place..
Hmm Hmm...excuses as she wants to pass me something la...
without my expectation... She got me Valentine's Day Present...
Oh My God!!!
Pictures are worth more than thousand words...

View From Top
This is what i got...

She got me some choc's, sweets, and lollipops...
Hmm...
Thanks babe...
I feel so shy for my present for u oo...
Feel guilty eh...
I'll make better want for u k?
Hugs and lots of love for ya...

Can U be really Good friends with ur EX?!

2008-01-14T17:17:00.000+08:00

FROM LOVERS to FRIENDS

but somewhere along the line, there's always the "let's remain friends" compromise to many breakups. it's the much gentler way of saying, "hey, you're not that bad. it's not you. it's me. but look, i still want to be friends with you." *smile* the question that my friends and i discuss a lot is:

can you be really good friends with your ex?

ok. let's face it. whenever there's a breakup, it's usually never mutual. usually one person is the one that causes or initiates the breakup and is labeled "heartbreaker", while the other person is left hurting and dwelling on the breakup for weeks on end. ok. i admit. even the heartbreaker could hurt too, but usually the one who initiated the breakup moves on faster than the one who didn't.(rite?!)

after having meditated and burned incense on this question, my friends and i have come to the conclusion that NO, it's very rare for many people to become truly good friends with their ex's.

take me for example. although my ex and i agreed that we would be good friends, we're really not. sure, i get a greeting on my birthday or whenever there is a function about me and i just greeted her on her birthday, but those are about the only times we actually communicates to each other. and i actually prefer it this way. i'm sure she and her somebody now does too.

However, i have a friend whose become best friends with his EX instead.(WOW!) Yes. it's true. it can be done. but, when your ex is your best friend and you tell your best friend things about your current relationship, hmm, you could land yourself in a heap of mess.

so why can't ex's remain friends?

here's some reasons i've read on why the can't:

there's always a heartbreaker and the heartbreakee. same as mentioned above.
bitterness comes into play. an ex can pretend to be a friend, but deep down they'd rather see you and your current partner dead (jk).
jealousy. seriously - who really likes seeing their ex being lovey dovey with someone else anyway?
of course, u don't really have to share ur stuff with ur best friend(EX). Cause you may understand her more since last time?! But, there always a BETRAYAL(internal affair) would just betray you k?

CAN YOU BE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS WITH YOUR EX?

you guys tell me.

random post

2008-01-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

My Precious

Yeah!!!
U gonna be my precious soon.. soon, soon,
Thanks to "U"...

コブクロ = Kobukuro

2008-01-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

コブクロ(Kobukuro)
Yeah!
I'm on my way to spread the love of Kobukuro on my blog...
I hardly get to know that Malaysians get to know them althought they are an old Japanese pop band. Both of them are great, they really produce great songs lol...
I just don't know why being get hooked by their songs all these days...

Kobukuro : Kuroda(left) n Kubochi

p/s : I'll like to intro you guys with "願いの詩 / 太陽( Poem of Wish / The Sun)" and "風(The Wind)" than the well known hitz - YELL ~エール~ / Bell

"Mommy" got her new HAIRSTYLE...

2008-01-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

Before "mommy" got "her" haircut...

see?
saw?
saw the difference?!
haha...

Latest look of "mommy"...
70's look vs Bad Boy looks

Hey, "Mommy" SyaSya...
Did u saw it?!
The post that u wanted so much...
Good leh?
I promote u inside my blog...haha...
Anyways...good luck and all the best for the shooting that u mention to me that day...70's look huh?!(wahahaha)

Lots of love,
xiu_hanz

Resolution of 2008...

2008-01-07T18:45:00.000+08:00

Just dunno why?
Feel like posting something inside here...
After being counseling by my both parents, I started realize that I really enjoyed a lot for the past few sems... I did not really do what i had done for the 1st year 1 sem... Back to home still notes in my hand(What a nerd?! So kia-su)

I admit that I become more wild once i get out of my sweet home...
Piercing,(although I know that my parents won't allow me to do)but I still insist of getting one...
Tattoo, plan to do 1 but... Advice by someone:"You'll regret after u get it...I won't bluff u want...Can you see it on my body?! I regret of having it...so try not to do it k?!"

1. Good girls gone bad(Rihanna) Bad boys gone good(Xiu Han) I want to become a better man(On every terms)
2. Cut down entertainment, less yum cha, night outing, loitering, and...
3. Study study study... (Don't forget the purpose of coming to college)
4. I want to be more quiet...damn noisy nowadays...
5. Financial - save up money, no more spending on those unnecessary things...
6. Filial - Be more obedient towards parents, be a good boy...
7. Slim down(too fat d) Gotta work out and cut down my meal nowadays...

By here, I wanna apologize to my parents first of all, for making them so worried about me, my future and everything la... I'm sorry dad and mom...so sorry... I'm just to WILD and become more BAD all this days...
Don't worry, I promise that I can change, I can change, I can change... change to be a better person...

SORRY for what i had done all this while k?
So SORRY...
With lots of LOVE,
AH HAN...

Brand New Year... Brand New Hope...

2008-01-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

The fresh air of 2008...
Can u feel it?!

Brand New Year, Brand New Me...
Just hope that year ahead, my luck and life would be better...
Kuan Yin Ma must really boh bi me, my family, friends, band members, "BRAdders" and sisters la...

UNPLUGGED has over, and my FINALS are nearer...
Stress!
Stress!
Stress!
Start having more stress after being pressure by my band leader - Wee Han,

Haih, after this have to pick up my Vocal class to improve my vocals so that i can make it better for my future singing...

Please, somebody please, somebody please help me...
I'm dying soon...can anybody please held a hand on me...Please...

"Ah Ma(Grandma), please boh bi me, Ah Han Boy getting a better future..."
Ah ma, I really wanna try my luck on my singing future... can u please boh bi me?! Boh bi me "Shun Shun Li Li, Ping Ping An An"
Kam Xia(Thank You)

Happy New Year!!!

2008-01-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2007
and let us say hi to 2008

Happy New Year!!!
Brand New Year, Brand New Hope...
Haha....

Just drop by to say Happy New Year to everybody....

Results of UNPLUGGED III, Rise Of The Bands 2007

2007-12-29T10:15:00.000+08:00

Just for information...
UNPLUGGED results had come out...
Rise Of The NEW Bands of 2007...

2nd runner-up : Blast Beats
1st runner-up : N-Core

and the champion for UNPLUGGED III, Rise Of The Bands of 2007 are....are....are....

Champion : Ex-Boyfriends

Can u feel me?!
Thanks to all of them for come and supporting Ex-Boyfriends, really appreciate it a lot...
Thanks guys...

will blog some photo after this...
bye!

Rise Of The Bands of 2007

2007-12-26T14:21:00.001+08:00

The posters

[Ex-Boyfriend]

Yeah!!!
Do u feel it?!
Yes!!
I meant the UNPLUGGED of TARC is coming soon...
Its just around the corner...
Have u bought "ur" TICKETS to come and support us huh?!
Do come and support us and other bands k?! There are plenty of bands had qualified themself and they are going to perform this Friday...

Dont' forget...we are the Ex-Boyfriend k? Ex-Boyfriend...
Please...come and support us... support TARC UNPLUGGED too...

See you there!!

Bad days!!!

2007-12-26T14:07:00.001+08:00

Bad days?!
This few days was a bad days for me...
Currently, I'm having slightly fever, sore throat, cough and headache...
Fooh...
Suffering!
Suffering!!
Suffering argh!!!....

My goodness...please bless me to recover soon...
My competition its jus around the corner...
Please...
Please...
I beg u...
Let me recover a.s.a.p k?

Thanks...

I'm just freaking tired this few days...

2007-12-25T16:19:00.000+08:00

Tired!
Tired!!
Tired!!!
Really Tired!!!
Fooh...last weekends is my hell holidays...
Rushing here and there...
-meet up my god-sis(All the way back from U.S leh)
-frenz wedding(driver)
-rushing assignment at night(cause busy for the whole holidays morning) but still haven't finish...

Oh my god!!!
I need more time....to let me finish my assignment and everything la...
UNPLUGGED its just around the corner...time for PRACTICE is needed...

Christ, Kuan Yin Ma...
Please bless me i have more time to spent...
Please...

Yay!!! She's back...

2007-12-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

Looks...
She's back, back to Malacca d...
She's my god-sis --> Zoe...
Glad that she actually spent some of her time on me just to meet me up...{HAPPY}
We went dataran's OLD TOWN for yum cha and chit chatting there...
Althought its just a short time...really appreciate it a lot...
Feeling so sad when she's going back to U.S around 1 weeks time...O.M.G!!!

Hope u enjoy ur holidays in malacca ya, my Dear sis...
Thanks for the time and ur ears too...cause i might crap to much that day...hehe...
See ya around...
Take care...

2nd EP Performance...{Ex-Boyfriend}

2007-12-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

Yo! Yo! Yo!
Do u feel me?!
Yeah...
We will be performing for 2nd time in the canteen 2 of TAR college once again...
Rock the world?
Rock the canteen babe!!!

This is the 2nd time the last time for this performance...
After this, we r gonna rock the crowd in sports complex...
First of all, i would like to thanks my parents... I got quite surprise when they actually support me in this kind of event...
I got soooooo TOUCH...Thanks dad and mom...LOVE u all so much...
Besides that, i wanna thanks my beloved grandma for "Boh Bi" me all this while...
Lastly, a million of thank you to all my BAND members, committee of UNPLUGGED and frenz out there...Really thanks you guys for all the support all this while...

Wish me luck for my coming performance k?!
Gambate Ex-Boyfriend...
We can do it...
We can make it...
Believe in US...
Believe in U...

Ex-Boyfriend - Rock the world...
Songs to perform :
- Relaku pujuk - Spider
- Second dance - Ex-Boyfriend
- Would it satisfy? - Ex- Boyfriend
- Innocent romance - Ex-Boyfriend

All the best Ex-Boyfriend...

The Guardian of UNPLUGGED

2007-12-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

I think this post is reserved for my UNPLUGGED guardian...

And they are........... ANASTASYA & JOSHUA

They are damn cool...
Both of them really good and sweet...
Why?
Why i said so?

Because they spent their precious time on us, just to check out our band practice, comment, and everything la...

Anyway, i hope by using this BLOG entry just to say MILLION of THANK YOU to both of them...

Thanks man...U guys damn ROCK la...

Don't Know Why?!

2007-12-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

Don't know why?!
Feel like posting something here...but i dunno what to write?!
Freaking tired for this few days, been practicing songs to prepare for the 2nd P&P...
Rushing work like HELL...
Next week got mid-term, haven't prepare yet...How? Why? What?
What am i suppose to do now?!

Sometimes, I feel like giving up...but we already make ourselves to this stages...
Giving up at this state is a waste, might as well keep our fighting spirit and go for the VICTORY!!!
"We can beat them! Trust me!" - This is the courages that all of us had made to ourselves...

We been practicing so hard, wasting each other precious time, sing till lost voice, PRESSURE on each other...
All of us really put in a lot of effort.
Although we might had small argument when having practice recently, this is the way for "u" to understand us k?!
Never mind, put that aside...Now its the time for us to be back on the track again as we have to be in a team to bring back the VICTORY and FAME...

All the best - Ex-Boyfriend (Romantic and Emotional Band)

UNPLUGGED III

2007-12-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

Yes!!!
U saw it?!
This is the UNPLUGGED III poster...
RISE OF THE BAND

And my band [Ex-Boyfriend] has been chosen for the last 8 finalist...
Do u feel me?! Haha...

This are those band who had made to the finals...
1. Leaking Pipe
2. Blast Beats
3. Ex-Boyfriend
4. N'core
5. 4 seasons
6. Velocity
7. V V
8. Hairband

After the 1st P&P...
there will be the 2nd P&P in the same venue too...
Remember to come and support us ya...

Anyway, Wee Han already create the motto for our band, He said:" We(Ex-Boyfriend) don't have SEX, but we make LOVE..."
Dammmmnnnn "YENG" right?!

终于。。。

2007-12-03T10:01:00.000+08:00

最终...
我还是做出我的选择...
长痛不如短痛,我还是觉得我们只能做普通朋友吧了...

This is the songs that i would like to dedicate to u...
背叛-曹格
紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂地勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快。。。

你要知道，我们的分离是唯一的解脱。。。
我会为你祈祷，希望你可以找到比我更好的。。。

而我已经分不清你是友情
还是错过的爱情？！

Feeling down...

2007-11-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so down, so down, really really down...
Already feeling so bad for the past 3 weeks...
What should i do?!

我好痛苦啊！！！
这种感受有谁能了解？
我好怕她会向我哭泣...
我不想欺骗她的感情，因为我还是觉得我们只能成为“好朋友”吧了

爱一个人好难。。。
被人爱又是什么感受呢？
真的好痛苦。。。

经历了这么多次的失败，
我很害怕在受多一次的伤害。。。

突然间觉得好烦啊！！！
又觉得好沮丧。。。

I think its the time for me to tell the truth...
I'm sorry...
I just can't forgive myself for treating u that way...
My minds believes that its better we be frenz but not more that that...

U can find a better man than me that suits u...
Its my lose for not having u...
Sorry!!!

The Great Performance by [Ex-Boyfriend]

2007-11-27T14:07:00.001+08:00

The stage...

The stage 2(side view)

Wow! Wow! Wow!...
Yes...
Ex-Boyfriends rock...
We rock the crowd with our own songs man...
Innocent Romance and Would It Satisfy...
Fooh...
At last...
I dun shivering on the crowd, dare to make eye contact to the crowd...
All the performance were good and impact...but... We are not satisfied with the P.A system...
The P.A system s**ks...
We can only listen to the instrument but not our own voice....
Haih, never mind la...

Overall the performance is good...and i would like to say thank you the CROWD, and my fellow friends especially those buddies from Block I 2nd floor...

U guys made up our days man...

KAM XIA!!!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!

TERIMA KASIH!!!
谢谢！！！

We rock the world....
Next, we gotta practice our very new songs soon...
Ezra, u can do it...
Wee Han, u can edit it...

Lets produce our songs and perform for the finals...

1st EP Performance...

2007-11-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hell Yeah!!
Yes!!
Ex-Boyfriend is going to make their very first performance(27/11/07) on stage in CANTEEN 2 of TAR College..

Foooh?!
This few days feeling so anxious...I can't believe that I'm going to perform on stage again...
If i'm not mistaken, the last stage i went on is my secondary school life while i was in FORM 5 of giving a speech in front there while having assembly...

My goodness, dunno still can handle it or not?!
Will i be able to control myself in front of so many people down there?!
However, i think this should be nothing fear off(cause unplugged is even more ppl than this man)...I just hope that my voice is good enough to perform for this coming event...

Anyways, thanks to my band member for giving me support all the time...
Lastly, i would like to say millions of THANK YOU to my dear sis - ZOE and my dear friend - ANASTASYA (Tasya,sorry for the spelling mistake ya...)for their comment there...
THANKS to u guys...Love u guys a lot...

Oh no!!!!

2007-11-23T15:49:00.001+08:00

Oh my god!!!
Hell Yeah!!!
I lost my voice after yesterday jamming...
Oh please, please, please, please!!!
I need my VOICE back man...
I gotta P&P this coming evening...
For christ's sake...give me back my freaking voice before this evening arrive man...

"Dear ah ma, please boh bi that my voice is back by this evening and that i can perform well too for this evening k? Kam Xia"...

Extreme Dinner...

2007-11-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

Pictures are worth than thousands words...
That's how it goes...

Extreme dinner?!
Haha...Me and one of my senior having extreme dinner yesterday night...
Fooooh yo, our stomach almost burst after we finished one big loaf of GARDENIA bread...
We had 3 cans of tuna, 1 pack of garlic cheese sausage...
Lastly, we even bought one big can of longan as our dessert...
Anyways, thanks to Ah Foo for this kinda of extreme idea...
We are FREAKING full yesterday night till our STOMACH going to burst man...

Where "u" put ur MORALITY huh?!

2007-11-20T13:25:00.000+08:00

You heard me?! Huh?!
Yeah! Its U! U Mother Fucker Son Of a Bitch...

- Vincent Ong

Where the hell u put ur MORALITY huh?!
Didn't even know how to greet ppl u son of a bitch,U "pa ria"
Bloody fool u, "chap zeng kia"...
when u wanna married with my that bloody cousin sis that time...
wah, everyday come to my house to ask my grandma's to persuade my dad to bring u guys back huh?!
Idiot u, dah kahwin then u forget my mom and dad huh?!
U better watch out!!!
Not only i "bo song" with u... There are plenty of my siblings holding chances to go against U,IDIOT...

Shit U, come for my "ah ma's" kong teck, didn't even manage to help us...
SIT down there all u know is

EAT!

EAT !

EAT!
and EAT!

Didn't even know what is MANNERS?!

Mouth stuck DICK...
I just dun understand y u can't open up your FUCKING mouth to greet ppl huh?!
U think what?! Come to ppl house as u like ah?! Walk in Walk out as u stay in a hotel ah?!

Let me tell u...
U were consider good luck already k when my father was just asking(fuck u) U with his soften voice... If i were my dad, sorry la i just dun GIVE A DAMN on U k?!

Bloody shit, ownself make mistake still dare to show ur FUCK face...
GO TO HELL!!!

Hey, let me just tell u la...
don't ever try to create trouble to my family man, or else u'll be in sorry state...
I dun care whether ur ENGINNEER or who the hell are u la...I'm not giving u any damn k?
U FUCK FACE!!!
Go away u MOTHER FUCKER - SON OF A BITCH...

{Dear Kuan Yin Ma, please forgive me for my sin...I got no choice so i wrote down here...Please understand my situation...
Thanks!!!}

My Beloved Grandma's "kong teck"

2007-11-20T13:08:00.001+08:00

Looks nice in the dark huh?!

My Grandma's castle...

Last week, it was my grandma's passed away 1st year anniversary...so my family plan to make this anniversary GRAND...
This function goes on for the whole week...but the procedure went for only 3 days...
Totally all went smooth and nicely...

Ah ma, 'lu tiok ho ho zhao kor lu ka ki ah, wa chin siu lu eh...
Ai eh ki ah, tiok boh bi wa lang se mua ping ping an an, shun shun li li hoh...'

May Tee Kong boh bi my ah ma will rest in peace there la...
Lots of love to my ah ma...

Ex-Boyfriend [Unplugged]

2007-11-20T02:20:00.000+08:00

Yes!!! We made it for the [UNPLUGGED] FINALS....
28/12/07 - Finals...

[UNPLUGGED]

2007-11-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

There 15 bands, 8 to survive for the FINALS...

We will make it to the finals...
Ex-Boyfriend will make it to the FINALS.........

RESULT = 17/11/07 (SATURDAY)

The Ex-Boyfriends...

2007-11-12T12:03:00.003+08:00

Max - Drummer

Benjamin - Bassist

Ezra - Guitarist

Wee Han- Guitarist

Our Studio

Recently, me and my band were joining our college UNPLUGGED competition...
Our group were stand by:

- Me(vocals)
-Wee Han(guitarist & Vocals)
- Ezra(guitarist & Vocalist)
- Benjamin(Bassist)
and lastly
-Max(Drummer)

We been practicing our songs for nearly 3 weeks, the audition is just around the corner...
At last, we had chosen 2 songs to perform during our audition... ->

Miss You Like Crazy - The Moffats
Innocent Romance - Ex - Boyfriend(Wrote and Composed by Ezra)

Audition would be at 12/11/07
Time- 5.00p.m
Place - Studio at G.K (i dunno wat its name)

All the best and hope we can make it man...
~Ex - Boyfriend Rulez~

Jay's Chow Volume 8 Album...周杰伦-[我很忙]

2007-11-12T11:56:00.001+08:00

周杰伦-[我很忙]

I'm now currently listening to his latest album [我很忙]

All of the songs were considered not bad except - 牛仔很忙, This songs is kinda sounds like children country songs to me...

I myself love this songs so much, that is - 蒲公英的约定, sounds great...

Audiophile = Big Boys Toys

2007-10-17T12:22:00.000+08:00

Sennheiser - HD555

CMoy - Headamp

Big Boys Toys

Why? Why? Why?
Why we name it Big Boys Toys? Big Boys Toys - is for man to play off, there are so many Toys for big guys to have it...
Like me, I'm inventing into Audiophile, where everything is about Audio...
To fund this kind of toys or we named it hobby, you really need a BIG wallet...or else, your wallet will get ONE BIG HOLE...

I can't denied that this kind of hobby is kinda expensive(a really high-end headphones can cost you around 3-4k k?). But to me, its kinda smart investment for long term usage...

Back to my dilemma, actually i started my audiophile journey not really kinda long time ago, as times goes by, I'm still considering myself a NOOB...
Poison, Poison, and Poison...
After all this while being poison, i started with wat it call an high-end headphones = Sennheiser - HD555, after that, came out my dear CMoy - Headamp...
Before getting My Sennheiser, i got the other 2 headphones which is Technics & Philips(low-end type)...
Feeling so happy when you gotta upgrade your toys from Low-end to an High-end stuff...
Anyhow, my feeling towards my toys its still haven't reach my satisfaction yet...
At the same time, I'm deeply poison with my uncle's audio room...With his setup, bookshelf speakers, amp, pre-amp, player and.... Its kinda enjoying and relaxing while in his audio room, with the songs or music being played, sound proof walls(not really sound proof) so that the sounds produce in the room would be better...
Haih...this is how a man's dream goes down when they dont's have BIG WALLET to fund its toys...Sigh, what a poor man's dream...

Anyway, I will stick to my audio's dream thought this morning has been poison by my senior - Valex(xiao niao) about DSLR... Haha, sorry la Bro, Inventing into DSLR is still a long way for me to go...Music = mY DruG + mY SouLs, I just Love MusiC so much...

Stick to my current dream, I may join your coming soon league some other time...
Retiring now its a waste due to my lousy setup... I still got a long audiophile journey to go through...

So its time to start to save up my money and look for a part time job to fund my toys...
Gambateh...

Wedding! Wedding! Wedding!

2007-10-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

Wedding?!
Haha, definitely not me... Its my frenz...
They are going to get married in this end of the year...
There are 3 of them:-
Tay Kim Yu - 27/10/07 (dinner)
Chee Siew Lee - 11/11/07 (lunch)
Lock Foong Kuen - 24/12/07 (dinner)

Haha, In this situation.. i should get happy or sad huh?!
Happy -> frenz getting married, happy for them...
Sad -> ang pow money already "buay tah han"... sob sob...

Anyway...wish u guys will have happinness ya....

Yes!!! She's back...

2007-10-08T23:30:00.001+08:00

Me and My dear sis Zoe

Yes! Yes! Yes! She's back...
That's right, my dear sis is coming back to Malaysia this end of the year...
Wow, just feeling so happy to have her back...

Yesterday, while was chatting with her through msn...I ask for her phone number so that i can msg or call her whenever i want...
Who knows?!
She called me...walao, my heart is so "kan cheong" when i receive the call...
The voice that i missed so much had return to my ears again...Great!!!
Haha, things went smoothly and we talk, we laugh through the phone...
who knows?! My stupid phone out of batt...(celaka betul)
So sad that we can only talk for jus a while, but its already satisfied me, my ears, my heart and everything la...
Anyway, If your reading my blog now my dear sis, i hope your fine and stay healthy while your there...
For christ sake, may "Kuan Yin Ma" bless u all the best ya...
Just can't wait for the day to come - 18th of December...
I'll be waiting for u my dear sis...
Love ya Always,
From ur dearest and annoying "didi",
xiu_hanz

Take care ya...

Back to my College's Life...

2007-10-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

After having my short break...
Its time to got back my college's life...New semester?! New challenges... Its the time for be to "pak pia" again...

07-10-07 (SUNDAY)
Bus - My all time favourite BUS K.K.K.L la...
Time Departured - 3:00 p.m.

Everything going smooth especially the journey back to KL, did not got stuck in the traffic, but rain heavily on the way to Seremban, after Nilai, Rain god is back again...

Arrived - 5:30p.m.
Rain its getting smaller, waited for my two hostel frenz (from JB), because we arrived at the same time so i waited both of them at KFC.
Haih, the worst part is my right leg has become "pai kah"(cripple)... so i have to walk all the way Pudu to Masjid Jamek... Holy Christ, suffer all the way to LRT...

Before reaching my hostel, there is one of the marder farkers taxi driver who wanted to cheat our money...That's how the conversation go:
Me:" Err...Bang, hostel TAR College? "
Driver:" Boleh, naik ah..."
When we already got up the taxi,
Driver:" Eh dik, saya ambil tambang RM 5.00 heh?!
Me:" (Wat the Fuck?!) Eh, apa ni?! Biasa tambang baru Rm 3 lebih. Apasal nak tambang sampai Rm 5?!
Driver:" Dik, Hostel dekat hujung sana la biasa la?!

Me and my frenz got fed-up, straight away got out the car...
Stupid driver...ask la some reasonable price, ada straight ask for so much?! Weirdos...

Reach Hostel about 6:40p.m. ,
After packing, dinner then straight online...

Haha...TIRED!!!
Chaoz...

Back Again!!

2007-10-08T03:51:00.000+08:00

Yay yay yay!!!
At last, finally, I'm back to my blogging again...
Before this, I'm using friendster for blogging... but due to some problem that can be occur there, so i change my blogging to blogspot...
Anyway,this decision made at last is not due to my kiasu-ness k?(haha)
Moreover, i dunno whether will it be last long for me to blog or not... As u know that, what goes around and what comes around, things won't last long. Except if i'm really interested with it such as audiophile,and many more...

Currently just after my sem break,
New semester starting, new challenges coming up very soon...

During my semester break,
nothing much to do, celebrating my one of my BRAdder birthday...
suppose to be celebrating 2 of them, but one of them can't make it... so no choice lo(apa lagi, chiak ka ki la)...
Just a simple celebration at a cafe(dunno wat is that cafe name d), after that, went clubbing at SUNSHINE... That night, the place is full of ppl, we have to go around & round just to look for a place for us to stand and have our DRINKING session...

Besides that, yum cha session going on too...
Lepak-ing around at our port to "keng-kai" and gossiping around...
Anyway, i gotta know that one of my ex- schoolmate(who looks like sissy) is going to get married very soon...( we been wondering whether he is going to get married or married to somebody...)
For christ sake, may "Kuan Yin Ma" bless u...

Anyway, i think i gotta stop here as i have already have my latest Prison Break to watch...
Will keep the blog update.
So gotta go off now,
Chaoz...